Jesus Christ. �That night Davy Beckett was speaking and speaking to me, it really hit home and at the end my hand just shot u, My wife who is a nurse took me straight to my GP; it was frightening to watch someone pushing pins into your body and feeling nothing. Seeing the doctors and Betty�s faces I knew then something serious was wrong with me, from there I was taken straight into Ards hospital. After a series of tests the consultant sat down with Betty and myself and told us that I had taken a strok, {mospagebreaktitle=Depression and personal Issues}It was the summer holidays at this time, and because I did not have many friends, I was cooped up at home all day while my mum went to work. Things changed, I told my good Christian friend Catherine about my depression, and my deep personal issues, some of which was about my parents' divorce, and she was very understanding. She said to me quite, My life was no kind of life, I was always depressed and down on myself, I really could not see anything ahead of me, I had to take anti-depressant pills, which hardly worked. I had to see psychiatrists all the time because that is how bad my depression was; my family had to have group sessions with psychiatrists because we had so many family problems, with me being the centre of attention. This, I Rebelled at School At 16 years old, I was drinking nearly every week-end. I never knew when to stop. I drunk so much one night that my Dad had to pick me up off the street where my boyfriend had left me after phoning for him to collect me. I came across as a moody, obnoxious, rebellious teenager. In reality I was really unhappy, and insecure.,   I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live�Acts 17:26&